Emotional

[yonkyu]

I have all ways placed high expectations on myself on everything I do. At times its annoying and frustrating.

I could use some help. Again its about characterization and character voice.

I could use help for my Dean voice because I have him too OPEN and VULNERABLE in a domestic requested fic.

I'm asking for help and I'm so frustrated since I'm a Dean girl and some how I can't even manage to get his voice to come out of my head.

So any help and support will be great!!!!!

Again, its all about my journey in writing and I feel I will not progress in writing at all.

My dear friend, marchia43 - I love you for being my beta and helping me out!!!! I love your honesty and support - don't think I don't!!!

Comments

[majestic-duxk.livejournal.com]

happy christmas!

how is the fic going? do you still want feedback?

xo

[yonkyu.livejournal.com]

Merry Christmas!!!

The fic is going. I re-wrote part of it and then on Christmas Eve, I started rewriting it again. I would love feedback. Just PM me email and I will send it to you. I'm trying to work on Dean's voice and characterization and the ability of SHOWING versing TELLING in my story. I'm loving the feedback from all that are helping me, but so frustrated that, well, I'm so afraid the person will hate it, and that I'm not like other writers. Its hard and I really have not found my writing style and voice for fics. So, any and all feedback is helpful.

Its a learning curve that makes me so emotional I cry because I'm trying so so hard to improve. :/