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Finding Love through Nature - Chapter 7 & Epilogue
Jared is happy that Jensen admitted to being in love with him and they are slowly discovering each other in a new way. After the events on the hiking trail, Jared is pleased with Jensen’s progress learning to express feelings that might be awkward for him and opening himself to the possibility of someone loving him the way he should be – with passion, honesty, and trust.
Jared understood the actual mechanics of a same-sex sexual relationship might be overwhelming for Jensen. However, what he lacked in experience, he made up for in eagerness to experiment with Jared. Jared encourages him to take it slow; they have plenty of time to explore it all with each other.
Jensen – POV
Jensen knows that Jared has been with other men before though he isn’t sure he wants to know how far Jared went with any of them. Jensen and Jared are in a heavy make out session when Jensen decides to unbuckle Jared’s belt and pants. Jared took in a sharp gasp and slight moan at what Jensen was trying to accomplish.
“Jen, you don’t have too. When you’re ready we can. I don’t want to push you.”
“Jare, I want to, please. I want you to help guide me.”
“Okay Jen, I’ll help you.” Jared says feeling overwhelmed by Jensen’s desire.
Jensen’s shaky hands undo Jared’s button and lower the zipper being careful around Jared’s hard and aching cock. Jensen nods his head and Jared lifts his hips up and helps Jensen pulls his jeans down until they lay at his ankles. Jensen moans at the sight of Jared’s huge aching dick through Jared’s thin boxer briefs.
Jensen places his fingers around the waistband of Jared’s boxers and pulls them down to join Jared’s jeans at the ankles. Jensen takes a hesitant movement towards Jared’s erection and wraps his hand around the large pulsing cock. He starts a slow rhythm of pumping Jared’s cock with a mixture of a tight embrace and a loose embrace. Jensen wraps his hand around Jared’s hard shaft and squeezes at the base.
“Fuck, Jen. So good. That’s the right pressure. Tight enough, not painful. Stroke it up and down.”
Jensen listens to Jared’s advice, keeps the right pressure on Jared’s shaft and strokes it up and down. He strokes Jared’s cock with hunger and want and tries the flick of his wrist at the head of Jared’s cock and Jared’s wriggling with the pleasure. Jensen feels support and love and continues to stroke Jared’s aching member by adding a twist at the top and Jared is keening in bliss.
“Jen, I want to come in your mouth, please.”
“Jared, oh, God, yes, please.” Jensen can feel his own cock growing even harder at the thought of Jared coming in his mouth. It’s pure heaven and he wants it.
Jensen tentatively licks at the crown of Jared’s cock and Jared is moaning and wriggling even more. Jensen places his hands on Jared’s hips and holds him in place. Jensen slowly sucks in the entire head of Jared’s cock and he is coming in Jensen’s mouth with hot streams of sweet and sour come.
Jensen suckles on the head of Jared’s cock throughout his orgasm and licks his cock clean.
Jared grabs Jensen by the shoulders and dives his tongue in Jensen’s mouth so he can taste himself on Jensen. Jared turns their kiss into deep and passionate with finesse. He breaks the kiss and leans his forehead against Jensen’s.
Taking in a deep breath, he locks eyes with Jensen and sees accomplishment and love in Jensen eyes at giving Jared love in a way he has never experienced himself.
“Jen, what about you?”
“Jared, no need, I already came.” Jensen says blushing with embarrassment that he came untouched. Feeling Jared come in his mouth pushed Jensen over the edge and came in his pants.
Jensen was amazed that he came on his own without being touched. Man, did that turn Jensen on even more. Wanting to take the final step with Jared and make love to him. Knowing that he can come untouched, he wants to see himself come without being touched.
Jared – POV
Jared uses the internet on his smart phone to see what they can do together on their last day in Portland. He comes across a site about Coastal Maine Botanical Gardens. He thought it was a romantic place to take Jensen to express that he wants Jensen to be his boyfriend. Even being with Jensen is surreal and he wants to make sure how they are feeling towards each other is real. Jared knows for a fact that he is in love with Jensen; Jared just hopes Jensen feels the same and is not just experimenting with Jared to see if this is what he wants.
Jared told Jensen to meet him at the bus stop in front of the Inn for their last fun filled day together. Jared spots Jensen sitting on the bench waiting for him with a smile from ear to ear, watching Jared approach him. Jared greets Jensen and Jensen grabs Jared shirt, pulls him in for a heated kiss, with others all around them.
Jared freezes in the kiss and the public statement Jensen just made and it stops Jared’s heart that Jensen wants them to be together too. Jared quickly re-enters the kiss with fever that is boiling under the surface of his skin.
The bus arrives on time. They find a place to sit; Jensen near the window and Jared in the aisle. Jensen reaches for Jared’s hand, squeezes it and looks at Jared.
“Jared, I’ve been thinking all night. I’m in love with you. And I have never been happier. I want us to be together and I know I have a lot to learn, but I want to be your boyfriend.” Jensen states with pure love and honesty. Jensen feels like he is on cloud nine when he is around Jared and Jensen doesn’t think that feeling will ever stop.
“Jensen. I love you too. I have been in love with you for two years and it warms my heart that I was able to be there for you when you needed someone. I loved you the way I knew how too and you discovered yourself on your own. I would love to be your boyfriend, Jensen Ross Ackles.” Jared says as he leans in and kisses Jensen on the lips with an understanding of love.
The bus finally arrives at the botanical gardens and Jared watches with amusement when Jensen takes in the garden with understanding and closure at their love for one another.
Jared watches the love, lust, and passion overwhelm Jensen’s features and body language. Seeing the garden blows Jensen away in finding love with his best friend, nothing could change that after all that’s said and done.
Jared grabs Jensen’s hands, entangles their fingers together and Jared brings Jensen’s hand up to his lips and kisses it. Jared watches Jensen relax and kiss Jared’s hand too with a smile knowing Jared loves him for him and nothing more.
Jared pulls him to the path ten steps away from them. In front of them is a simple wooden oak bench sitting under a wooden oak pergola that leads them to a beautiful built-in waterfall in the rocks. To the left of the waterfall is a white gazebo covered with red and white tulips. At the beginning of the path, on each side, are five rose bushes each a different color, red, pink, white, orange, and yellow. After the roses, the path is filled with mixed daylily, coconut surprise, iris Caesar, and hollyhocks, of bright and pronounced color.
Jared heads straight for the gazebo with Jensen in tow. Jared is overwhelmed with the emotions of love with Jensen by his side that this is the moment he wants to ask Jensen the final stage to express and show his love to Jensen.
As they sit together on the built-in bench of the gazebo Jared sits sideways and encourages Jensen to sit in-between his legs with his back towards Jared’s chest. Jared wraps his arms around Jensen and places a hand on Jensen’s heart. He can feel the beat of his heart and sighs with contentment that they have finally found each other.
“Jensen. I love you. I want to make love to you. Tonight? I want to show you how I feel about you.”
Jensen – POV
Jensen swallows hard and the beat of his heart increases at the thought of taking the next step with Jared. Its scares him because he has never had sex with a man and isn’t sure what to expect during their love-making. Being with Jared isn’t what scares him, it’s the inexperience where men are concerned. Jensen knows that Jared will go slow, guide, and ease the process of their love-making. Taking a leap of faith, he wants to make love with Jared and he is ready for Jared to show him that love, even though he knows Jared loves him with all his heart.
“Jared, I love you too. This is all new to me, but I want you to make love to me.”
Jensen feels Jared embrace him, tightly, Jared kisses the corner of his mouth until Jensen deepens the kiss.
Jared – POV
Jared and Jensen walk hand in hand back to their room at the Inn and Jensen opens the door. Jared closes the door with his foot and pushes Jensen up against the wall. Jared kisses Jensen hard in furious passion. Their tongues dueling for dominance in the war, but Jared makes it out on top. Jared can hear Jensen moaning into his mouth and it sends a shiver down his back that he is making Jensen sound like pure heaven.
Jensen wraps his arms around Jared’s neck and draws him in closer to kiss the life out of Jared.
Jared leans in and rubs his achingly hard cock against Jensen and Jensen throws his head back hitting the wall behind him groaning at the sensation. Jared shifts his hands towards Jensen’s hips and holds him in place. Jared rocks forward against Jensen and Jared can see love, lust, and pure pleasure through Jensen eyes when they lock together. Jared sets up a rhythm at rocking his hips into Jensen.
“Jared, let’s move to the bed please. Show me.” Jensen breathlessly gets out.
“No problem Jen. I will show you.”
Jared slides his hands, each one under Jensen’s thighs and lifts him up. Jensen automatically wraps his legs around Jared and is carried over to the large king sized bed. Jared tosses Jensen onto the bed and crawls up Jensen’s body to attach their lips together again in a hot and steamy kiss.
Jared kisses along Jensen’s jaw line and is pleased to hear the sweet moans and groans of pleasure coming from Jensen’s mouth. It’s so hot and turns him on even more. Jared reaches Jensen’s neck and slightly sinks his teeth in to the flesh making Jensen buck up into Jared’s body.
“Get these clothes off, Jen,” Jared growls.
Jensen nods and both of them quickly removes their clothing. Jensen stares in wonderful amazement at Jared’s well-muscled tanned sculpted body. It takes his breath away to see Jared in all his naked glory.
“So hot and sexy, Jared. I should have known. Oh, God. Please, make love to me.”
“Jen. You’re not bad yourself. I will make love to you. Give me some time.”
Jared is in awe of Jensen’s sculpted, tanned, freckled covered body. He can’t wait to get hands, tongue, and lips on each and everyone one. Jared sucks in a hard nub and twists the other nub with his other hand.
“Oh, God, Jared. It’s so good. Never been like this.” Jensen pants, breathing sharply.
Jared continues to lick and suck at the hard nubs and makes his way along a freckled path right to the base of Jensen’s cock. Jared sucks in a deep breath and lets it out to kiss along the inside of Jensen’s thigh.
Jensen opens his legs even wider to give Jared more room and an open invitation that he really wants Jared. Recognizing the invitation for what it’s worth he licks Jensen’s hard member from the base and works his way up to the mushroom head of his cock.
“Oh, God. It’s too much, so good.”
Jared kisses the hard member and wraps his mouth around Jensen’s hard cock. He sucks Jensen’s cock in and out of his mouth while using his hand to stroke and twist along with his tongue, exploring and tasting Jensen’s amazing cock. Jared can feel the pre-come leaking out of Jensen’s cock and the rough breathing coming from Jensen.
“Jay, you have to stop. I’m going to...”
Jared doesn’t let him finish his thought and stops.
“Jen, I need some lube and a condom before we continue on.”
Jensen nods in understanding and watches Jared retrieve the needed lube and condom.
Jared comes back with the items and hands them to Jensen and crawls back on top of Jensen.
“Jen, I need to prep you, before, we make love. I just need you to relax and breathe normally.”
Jensen nods and relaxes his body underneath Jared. Jensen places a pillow under his hips to give Jared a better angle to his hole.
Jared reaches for the lube and opens the bottle to pour a good amount into his hand and fingers. He places one long finger against Jensen’s hole and rubs it in a circular motion. Jared can feel the mix of tension and relaxation running through Jensen’s body.
“Jen, it’s okay. I promise it will be good.” Jared states encouragingly.
Jared watches Jensen relax as he continues to rub his finger against his hole. Jared slowly pushes the pad of his finger at the spongy bundle and pushes it inside slowly, encouraging Jensen to breathe and relax. As Jensen continues to relax his body, Jared’s finger slides all the way in.
“Oh, God, Jared.” Jensen rushes out at the discomfort.
Jared pulls his finger out slowly and pushes it back in. He lets Jensen adjust to the feeling of having a finger inside of him before adding a second finger. Jensen bucks up and pushes the fingers easily inside his body. Jared begins to scissor his fingers while moving them in and out of Jensen’s body.
“Oh, God. More. Need more. Want you, Jay.”
Jared smiles from ear to ear and adds a third finger into Jensen’s opening and relaxing body. Jared then wraps his other hand around Jensen’s hard member and strokes to the beat of his hand in Jensen.
Jared locks eyes with Jensen with pure pleasure and he is sure that he has the same expression as Jensen does. Jared watches Jensen open the condom and gesture that he wants to slide it on Jared’s hard, aching cock. Jared hisses as Jensen slides the condom on his hard member.
Jensen takes the lube and puts some in his hand. He wraps his hand around Jared’s cock and puts a layer of lube on his dick. Jensen spreads his legs out even wider for Jared to have space to get to his hole. Jared lines himself up with Jensen’s hole and gently pushes the head of his cock into Jensen. Jensen hisses sharply at the realization of Jared’s cock entering his body.
Jared reminds Jensen to relax as he continues to slowly push his way into Jensen’s body.
“OH, GOD. So full. Jay. Move, please.” Jensen shouts as Jared finally bottoms out.
Jared slowly pulls out and pushes in as he attacks Jensen’s mouth and sucks in his bottom lip. Jensen is moaning under him with lust in the mist of heat and want. Jared loosely wraps his arms around Jensen’s bent legs and pushes them up at an angle. At the change of position Jared knows that he just found Jensen’s prostate.
“JAY!” OH, shit! I never knew what this could be like. I love you.”
Jared finds a rhythm and sets a pace that suits Jensen at the moment. Jared leans in and suckles his neck and whispers in his ear.
“I love you too, Jen. God, this is amazing! So tight.”
Jared feels Jensen buck up to meet his thrusts with such intensity and love that Jensen comes without being touched. Jared continues to thrust in and out of Jensen’s body until his movements become erratic and he comes.
“Jensen!”
Jared collapses on top of Jensen and rolls onto Jensen’s side. Together they breathe in and out trying to get their breathing back to normal. Jensen reaches for Jared’s hand and entangle their fingers together.
“Jay, thank you. I’m so glad that I found love and I found it with my best friend. I love you.”
“Jen. You’re welcome. I’m glad we found each other as well. I just wish it didn’t take as long as it did. I love you too.”
Jensen curls up into Jared and Jared wraps his arms around him and holds him tight. Jared can feel the easy breathing coming from Jensen and together they fall asleep in each other’s arms, content and happy to have found each other.
EPILOGUE
Jensen – POV
Jensen is very nervous about sharing with the world that he is an openly bisexual man in a gay relationship. Though just the thought warms his heart for pure and honest love with Jared.
Jensen and Jared arrive at the photographers and talk show hosts that line the red carpet to ask questions.
One person, Ellen, stops Jensen and Jared to ask a question, and Jensen braces himself for the expected question that is about to be asked.
“Jensen and Jared, are you a couple? You both look handsome together and make a cute couple.”
Jensen blushes at the thought, looks at Jared, and leans in to give Jared a kiss.
“Yes, I’m in a relationship with Jared Padalecki. I’m an openly bisexual man in a same sex relationship and I couldn’t be any happier and in love. Thank you and enjoy the show.”
Jared squeezes Jensen hand in reassurance and pride that his boyfriend was able to express to the world that they are a couple. It warms Jared’s heart and he leans in to give Jensen a quick and loving kiss on the lips as they enter the theater to watch Jared’s movie.
Jensen feels the pride all through his body that he made it through and announced to the world he is in love with Jared. It makes his heart melt and be at peace with who he is, truly is, and is meant to love; his best friend.
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Thank you for letting me be your aplha reader all those weeks ago and I am so proud of you and your brilliant story.
I can definitely see where you made changes and all of them work so superbly.
I love all the vivid imagery of when they were on their holiday in Maine, all the descriptions of where they were and visited made the story even more brilliant.
Love the ending, both of them happy together and in love, perfect.
Thanks for sharing hun.
*hugs*
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It brought a smile to my face that you read it right away and commented.
I poured my heart and soul into this story and I'm glad that you enjoyed it again!!
Thank you for taking the time to read my story all those months ago and share your thoughts and suggestions with me.
Kudos to you for being first. :)
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