Leaving People Speechless

[yonkyu]

So, it has come to my attention that I have left many people speechless with my recent emails that I have sent out. Not my intentions at all, but now it has me worried and anxious.

At this point I know many probably don't want to touch the subject matter and I completely understand. And I'm sorry for putting you all in an awkward position about responding back to the email.

I'm sorry that my feelings are so strong and quite negative that it's a complete turnoff. I get it, I do. I'm sorry. It's just that many of you have helped me along the way and have seen the various stages of my writing. And I'm trying to figure things out and control my emotions.

I'm so determined to accomplish what I want that I'm forgetting there is a process and it all takes time. I'm working on slowing down and being patient with myself. Reminding myself that I will get there, it just gets time. I'm trying to learn how to talk to my characters and really listening to what they have to say.

So for everyone that I left speechless, I'm sorry. It's just that I trust you all with my feelings about writing and you all have been a great support system that I'm so grateful to have in my life!!!!

Comments

[vexed_wench]

I never got an email...

[yonkyu]

It's okay. I never sent you an email since we talk frequently. And most of the time you are bluntly honest with me!!! Which I love about you!!!

[majestic_duxk]

I will be replying! I just got caught up with real life stuff, yikes life is full on.

and here is the thing: speechless isn't necessarily a bad thing.

did anyone actually *say* that your feelings were strong and a turn off? because that is very different to being speechless.

[yonkyu]

I got your email!!! And I hope you got mine!!! It's quite okay and I fully understand.

I have been told that speechless isn't necessarily a bad thing.

To your question: No one has said anything regarding my feelings being strong and/or a turn-off.