The Real Me

I know it’s been a while; I’ve had a busy year. Many things have happened, and I’m excited to share my newest story for the new year.

Title: A Love Unexpectedly Built
Fandom: Roswell New Mexico 2019
Pairing: Valevans and Kyle/Jones
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 6050
Summary: After Kyle’s interaction with Mr. Jones, he has a hard time coping with the experience. He’s been struggling with nightmares; whenever he thinks it’s Max, it turns out to be Jones. Kyle works to recognize the two, and after a double shift at the hospital, he falls asleep in his office. Max startled Kyle awake, and when he saw Max, he was terrified. Max helps calm him down and gets Kyle to talk, leaving Kyle to confess his hidden feelings for Max and what transpired with Jones.


A/N: This story has rape, physical assault, verbal abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse, and the use of powers (telekinesis and telepathy) to control another person’s mind and body. If that’s not your cup of tea, this is a gentle reminder to take care of yourself before you start. It’s okay to skip over this story and read another story that doesn’t showcase these trigger warnings. Please be safe and know you are loved and cared for. Fanfiction is about having fun and enjoying what you read, not to make you feel uncomfortable.

Hi Friends,

I'm recovering from Covid. I tested positive on May 21 and tested negative yesterday. I have some side effects but doing much better.

Title: Redneck Love Story
Pairing: Michael Guerin/Alex Manes/Kyle Valenti
Fandom: Roswell, New Mexico (TV 2019)
Summary: Kyle's been avoiding his friends and throwing himself into work. One night he decides to head out for a drink at the Wild Pony when two people join him and want to know what's wrong with him and why he's been hiding. It leads to more than he ever dreamed would happen.

 

Goals for 2022

Health

1. Stretch Before Bed

2. Brush and Floss Teeth Before Bed

3. Take Daily Vitamins

4. Take Mantra Labs Set Daily

5. Drink More Water

6. Cut Back on Soda Drinking

7. Clean Contacts

8. See All Doctors Regularly 

9. Lose 1-2 lbs a Week

Karate

1. Practice Tournament Kata Once a Day

2. Practice New Kata for Pattern

3. Practice Breathing during Forms

4. Practice Spirit Yell

5. Practice Sparring 

6. Practice Speed verse Power

7. Practice Basics Once a Day

Writing

1. Write Every Day for 15 minutes

2. Write What Makes You Happy

3. Write Your Favorite Pairing or OT3

4. Write for RNM

5. Write for Madrona

6. Write Poems

7. Complete Started Fics

8. Comment on Stories

9. Keep in Touch with Writing Friends

10. Write Any Length Story

11. Earn Rewards for Completing Writing Goals

12. Set Writing Deadlines

Hobbies/Crafts

1. Complete Puzzles (0/4)

2. Complete Cross-Stitch Patterns (0/5)

3. Play Videos Games with Mom and/or Kids

4. Spend Time with Friends

5. Complete Diamond Art

Genre:

Slash / Wincest / J2 / J3 / Cas/Gabriel / Gen / Mpreg / Poly / AU / A/B/O / Femslash / Original Works

Pairings or Characters:

Sam/Dean / J2 / J3 / C2 (Kane/Murray) / Cas/Gabriel / Sam/Dean/Gabe / Original Works / Royal Pains

Type of beta you'd like:

Grammar / Plot / Flow / Canon / Characterization / Diagolue / Voice / Style

Length:

Stand-Alone / Multi-Chapter / Novel Length

I'm currently working on original works and SPN.

SPN:
Gen / Dean working on some homework for extra credit involving a 300 piece puzzle.

Please PM me if interested!

Good evening my friends,

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I hope everyone is doing well and I wish 2021 is better for all!!!! Miss you all! It's been nice to reconnect with some old friends through email!!!

Happy December!!!!

Happy Belated Thanksgiving!!!

I wish everyone a wonderful holiday season!!!

Hi Everyone,

Sorry for being MIA since the start of the lockdown.

Before the lockdown, I met up with my bestie, deanshot, up at VegasCon 2020, known as the no-touchy con. I have to say that I'm VERY GRATEFUL this convention ran as well as it did and was not canceled, even though it was rescheduled twice. I had the best time of my life that weekend and I hope to do it again in the future, even if it's not a convention.

When I arrived home, I worked 3 days that week, and March 13 I was told we would be closed for two weeks. Two weeks turned into three months. At the beginning of the shutdown, I was not in a good place at all. I didn't know what to do with myself. It was nice to have a break but then I had to do Zoom with my toddler class and that was an experience. They did well and it was great to see them every day even if it was just on a screen.

I did find my footing at being home with my parents. I would do my Zoom call in the morning, do some professional development, and play video games, which I didn't have to play by myself. I was able to play with a friend and all my karate kids under the age of 14 play Fortnite and Animal Crossing. Once they found out I was home, they FaceTimed me nonstop. Some times I had to explain that I was in meetings and doing work things and I would play later.

And, what else did I do during this time, I wrote. I know, surprising right. Well, I wrote at least five different works for my original works at Madrona and I was very excited and happy with myself for completing rough drafts, which was something I never did before. So YAY for me. Now, its time for editing and I've been avoiding it like you would not believe. My goal moving forward is EDITING!!!

Hope all of my online friends are doing well!!! I miss you all!!!

Challenge #6

In your own space, make a list — anything between one and ten things is a sweet spot, but don't feel constrained by that! - of things that you wish existed in fandom or elsewhere, or that you'd like someone to make for you. Are you dying for podfic of your writing? Do you need icons for a character that doesn't get much fanart? Is there a story you want to read? Are you looking for new canons to get into? Would you like a collaborator for a project?


One. I would love to attempt a podfic for a story of mine and/or someone else.
Two. I would love to collaborate with an author for a sequel of a story we wrote together.
Three. I would love to have some new icons of J2, wincest, C2 (Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray)
Four. I would love some new manips for some of my stories
Five. I would love any recs for A/B/O fics, infantilism fics, an enemy to lovers, pretend boyfriends for the SPN fandom, Royal Pains fandom, and Harry Potter fandom
Six. I would love to read any recs for science fiction / fantasy books
Seven. I would love to have recs on fandoms to check out and give them a try
Eight. I would love recs for Christian Kane/Chad Michael Murray stories
Nine. I would love if Sam and Dean had a chick flick moment before the show ends
Ten. I would love for Dean to accept the love he receives even though it’s not what he expects
Eleven. I wish that characters were not pushed to be in romantic relationships when it’s clear there is only friendship
Twelve. I would love to have a co-mod for my community
Thirteen. I would love to make some new friends
Fourteen. I would love to write more, complete drafts, and post
Fifteen. I would love to come out of my comfort zone and try something brand new