The Real Me

Just a little tracking timeline. Just to keep track of my word count!!!

December 1, 2013 - 1,091 words. Final word count of the day 1,267 words!!

December 10, 2013 - 573 words.  Final word count - 1,840

Hey everyone!!!

I recently watched on TV a favorite movie of mine, Grease!!! I was wondering if there would be anyone willing to write a J2 style of the movie Grease. I have a soft spot for bottom!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, and shy!Jensen, an inexperienced!Jensen.

I enjoyed the movie, but I am not so much of a Justin Timberlake fan, but love him when he was part of Nsync. Anyway I would love to see a J2 style of the movie, Friends with Benefits.

Anyway, if any of you know if there is a fic regarding this information, please send me the link to read it!!!!

So I am looking for an Alpha and Beta Readers to help support myself through my Big Bang story that I would like to finish after 3 years of struggling to complete the story itself. I have over 6,000 words so far, but I feel like I hit a stop sign. Like I know what I want to talk about but seem to have an issue getting it out on the page to fit the story so far. I know that I am not a regular writer but I could totally use some help.

Please message me if you are able, willing to support me.

I would like to make a master post of all my written works of fic. Can anyone help me through the process of setting it up? That would be great!!!! Any help would be appreciated!!!!

Hi LJ Friends

For Christmas I would love someone to write a story about Jared and Jensen being afraid to share they are in a relationship with each other and that Jensen is having a baby. If anyone is able to do this I would really appreciate it!!!!

I just sent my story for the J2 Big Bang challenge and let them know this is what I accomplished so far, but understand I am no longer part of the challenge. I am happy with my self to write 6,115 words in a short amount of time. Writing 20,000+ words is a lot and I have never written any story that is that long. I will continue to write this story becuase I want to dedicate the story to sammyndeansgrl since her story interested me in writing a J2 version with my ideas. I wish I had more cheerleaders and suggestions to help me move forward but I enjoyed the challenge and will continue to work on the story and try again next year!!!

I have a sadness and fear that I will not be able to reach 20,000+ words for Big Bang. I am going to still write the story but sadly I might have to with draw from the challenge. :( Anyway I am looking for a beta or cheerleaders but sadly no one has gotten back to me. So I am sad that I might not make the deadline but I AM GOING TO TRY!!!!!!

Anyway I have gotten the feeling that I suck as an author and maybe its a sign.

:(

So I have made a promise to myself that I am going to check Livejournal everyday for the next 4 weeks and check facebook every other day.  It seems like I got hooked on the stupid apps and need to get back to reading my reads stories and COMMENTING!!!!  Cause I know how it feels writing a story and no one comments.  But since I feel I am better at reading and commenting then writing I can do that for my friends and share my honest opinion of their story.

So please send me stories that are worth reading please!!!  And to my LJ friends that I MISS and care about I will be sending comments your way!!!  Love you all.

So on a good note fiery_fox2  has given me a plot and a deadline to have it in and/or posted.  So I was wondering who would like to be a beta for me for this story?!?!?!?!?

Bunny Plot:

J2: Jensen is a bouncer at a local gay goth club. He hates the job and the lifestyle of his clientele, but when a beautiful detective named Jared who is working incognito in order to bust an illegal underground narcotics ring at the establishment shows up, things become complicated very quickly, and Jensen has to decide which will rule him: his prejudices, or his heart.