The Real Me

I got four fortune cookies tonight and here they all are.

Don't accept that others know better than you.

Don't be surprised by the emergence of undiscovered talents! = My favorite!

Do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly.

Courtesy costs nothing.

I'm not sure how to even start this post but I have to share my feelings regarding the sad news I received on Wednesday night.

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So, I've realized that it's been quite a while since I really shared anything going on in my life and its time that I get a few things off my chest.

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I am dedicating this post to Jensen Ackles.

As most of you know by know Jensen has joined forces with Misha for the You Are Not Alone Campaign (YANA), a service to help those in need in honor of Jared, the message behind AKF, and the SPNFamily who support each other. But this campaign has not gone on in a positive manner. Jensen has been disrespected and accused of going behind his best friend's back in order to create his own charity. But guess what, HE IS DOING IT FOR HIS FANS!!!! With the support and help FROM Jared and Misha. The YANA Project was inspired by the AKF Project set forth by his best friend, Jared. It sickens me to know THIS fandom treats a beloved character and actor in this fashion. Jensen gets put in the middle of EVERYTHING. Jared and Jensen are the best of friends and are family to each other, why would Jensen try to steal it or make a competition out of charity work between the two. Really? You think that? If it was just Misha sharing the YANA Project with fans, the reception would have been accepted; the same goes for Jared, the reception would have been accepted; but when Jensen does it, the reception is unaccepted, disrespect, and ignorant towards a man who has his heart in the right place. Supporting the fans who have supported him and the show, but are these fans truly behind Jensen, supporting him and fighting for him, I would have to say no, sadly no.

I am disgusted that the SPN Fandom can treat these actors in this manner. The hatred towards characters and the love for others is stupid and immature. Jared, Jensen, and Misha talk about the SPN Family all the time, but if we are a family we don't treat loved ones in this fashion. Jensen deserves more than that and deserves the respect whether or not we agree with him or not. Jensen Ackles is a human being, a human being who makes mistakes, who plays a beloved character on Supernatural, and gives back to the fans that have made Supernatural what it is today. These fans who have treated Jensen and his character is disrespect, ignorance, and anger; they are not true fans after all. We are lucky that Jensen is part of social networking and shares his personal life with us, he does not need to do it, but chooses to and connect with his fans that love and support him.

I love Jensen Ackles for who he is, for his strengths and weaknesses, for what makes him human!!! I love Jensen Ackles for being who he was meant to be with a heart of gold!!! <3 <3

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Well, it's been a while since I shared an update on myself. Though sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it. Anyway, I recently discovered and found out that I have anxiety attacks that I would never be thought of myself having to begin with. Though with all the stress and shit I have been going through lately it makes complete sense.

I have not been feeling myself lately, in the long run, I feel like I am missing out on being happy. I love my job and working with the children though my boss is my stress point and has no respect for her staff.

I miss my friends from LJ and talking with them through email. I miss you all and I think about you often.

I have 7 weeks left of school and very pleased to see the light on well-accomplished goal. My writing. This program solely focused on writing and it is something that I have struggled with for years. I am pleased with my grades and amazed that I have received multiple A's throughout this program. I am quite pleased with myself.

As for fanfic writing, I think I found my voice and style with my 2015 Big Bang. I am very pleased with the outcome and how well I wrote it. I am very my writing stories has changed because I have only written a small piece of a story at the moment. A friend is helping me with the story though I think it needs to be re-written or add in missing scenes or extend scenes with more details and descriptive thoughts. I still feel like a newbie, but I wish I could write a story that others are willing to share with others and make an impression on someone.

Anyway. Just not feeling myself and feel as stretched as I can possibly go.

Good night.

Inspiration and Motivation - Let the world know what you are made of - be who you are meant to be - and live life to the fullest every day!!