The Real Me

I'm looking for a fic, a rec of a fic, or anything relating to the episode "Red Meat."

I recently have been rewatching the episodes and saw Red Meat and was curious if there were any fics out there relating to the episode and to the hidden secret of Dean committing suicide during the episode. If you know of any, please share them my way. And I thank you all in advance.

Or any fics relating to Dean committing suicide during that time and Sam somehow finds out about it.

This is for fiery_fox2. I finally finished my first chapter even though its short.






Season 3

Takes place after the second season finale.

*New character introduced: Krystal Dean.

Notes: I own Krystal Dean and Eric Kripke owns his characters.

*Krystal Dean:

Krystal Dean was born on November 2, 1983 in Lawrence, Kansas. Her father is a hunter, a supernatural hunter. A hunter that kills spirits: demons, vampires, and evil to save people. Her father knows a lot about demonic possessions and has a book called the Key of Solomon. Krystal’s father helps out many other hunters that are killing the same supernatural beings. One particular family is the Winchesters: John, Dean, and Sam. John Winchester is Krystal Dean’s godfather and her father is Dean and Sam’s godfather. And to supernatural beings like demons that makes them family whether or not they are blood related. Only thing is the Winchester’s only met Krystal when she was a few weeks old. And she was sent to live with her aunt in Boston, Massachusetts until her 9th birthday, when she started having nightmares and strange visions of people.
The visions she was having were about the Winchester sons: Dean and Sam. Krystal had to draw what these people looked like and show her dad what she has been seeing in her head. She has no clue what these visions mean, who the two boys are, and why the visions really hurt. For the next three years she spent her time with her dad learning about the supernatural and what is out there. She learns how to kill them, trap them, and exorcisms.
On her 13th birthday, Krystal and her father decide it is best for her to stay at home to learn all about the supernatural beings walking around the earth. As Krystal gets older she learns many different languages and her favorites are Latin and Japanese.
When she graduates from high school, Krystal starts hunting a long side her father. During the hunts with her father, Krystal will have intense visions of people she does not know. She has nightmares mostly when sleeping about two boys that are like mini visions Krystal has no control over. Krystal really wants to know why these two boys are connected to her and why she has visions of them.
Once Krystal celebrates her 21st birthday, she starts hunting by her self looking for two men that now have a name thanks to her dad, and the whole family of the yellow-eyed demon. Throughout her hunting years alone Krystal became friends with other hunters: Ash, Jo, Ellen, Priest Jim, Caleb, and John Winchester (only 6 months).
Krystal did a few hunting jobs with John Winchester and was told about Sam and what the yellow-eyed demon had planned for him. She learned that the yellow-eyed demon had plans for her self as well. Krystal was not keen on learning that a demon had a plan for her that she was not ready or willing to learn and have happen. She was going to be a ‘breeder’ to the new leader of the evil demon army. A breeder was like a wife and it turns out that the yellow-eyed demon wants Krystal and Sam to be the main event. Krystal is now on a mission to change the idea of her and Sam. The only thing Krystal wants to do is change the destiny of her and the boys.









Season 3: Episode 1- Boston

Chapter One:

After the boys kill the yellow-eyed demon, Sam learns that he died and Dean brought him back from the dead. Sam was angry with Dean, but realized Dean did it out of love. Sam is going to watch out for Dean and get him out of the deal he is in for a year.

“You’re my brother and I can watch over you as well,” Sam says.

“I know, but it is still my job to protect you.”

“You always protect me, Dean, its time for me to protect you!”

“Fine, we will both promise each other to protect one another.”

Dean no longer wants to argue with Sam about who protects who, since he knows how these arguments always end anyway.

They get in their car and drive to Bobby’s house and stay the night. Bobby has a room for them in which they share with two beds. When morning comes, Sam goes down stairs and makes breakfast. He makes bacon, eggs, and toast, with their normal fix of coffee. Dean has his coffee black while Sam has a vanilla latte. The sun is shining in the room and Dean starts to stir. Waking up Dean says “What is that smell? Hmmmm…bacon.”

Dean gets dressed and goes down stairs where Sam and Bobby are having breakfast.

“Morning,” Said Bobby.

“About time your up, I think I found a new job for us to go on.”

“Really, tell me all about it after breakfast.”

After they ate, they clean up after themselves and wash the dishes. Sam washes while Dean dries them. They walk back to the bedroom to get their belongings and head towards Bobby. They say good-bye and thanks for letting them stay the night. Sam and Dean head to the Impala.

“Where are we heading, Sammy.”

“Boston.”

“What is in Boston?”

“Dean, there is this high school, and three people have died in the pass three weeks. Some kid hung himself in the ice rank of the school and now three seniors on the hockey team are dead.”

Dean and Sam get into the Impala and shut their doors at the same time. Dean in the driver seat like usual. They pull out of Bobby’s and head for Boston. Sam is staring out the window, like usual, watching the scenery pass by him. While wondering…