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AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Test
Oct. 27th, 2004 02:29 pmTomorrow I have this huge test on Problems of Early Childhood Education. Yuck!! The teacher is nice but there is a lot of information on the test that my brain can not hold it all in. I have been studying for 3 days straight and having my mother ask me questions on the stuff I need to know.
My mom has been a great help to me this semester. I had a couple of hard times this semester and its not been easy. I feel I have a lot of people putting very high standards on me for some reason, but don't know why. Probably they see my true potential and that I am holding back for some reason. Plus I can not stand how my teacher Gail grades. ITs like why do I have so much grammar errors with you but not with other teachers?!?!?!? I wish I had or knew the answer to that one.
ALso SAturday I went to my Best Friend Aimee's house for her birthday party. I had a blast and we all got to know each other better. It was fun once we finally got our pizza.
Also I been getting stressed at work and been ttrying to find a way to talk about my feelings to my boss. I just hope that WE (Her and I) can make some kind of plan to kind of fix things but it not I will be looking for a NEW job. Only thing is I will miss all of my friends but mostly Chloe. ITs hard when you have already gotten some kind of attachment with the children and to leave them. Most of the children prefer to see me then the other teachers but it shows that I understand their feelings and emotions.
I jsut hope that thigns will relax over the next few weeks becuase I am tired of shit happening or going on and NO ONE seems to be WOMAN enough to say what their true feelings are.
I wish Melissa would tell me her true feelings aobut stuff but I know that won't happen. SO in a way I am doing something about it whether she likes it or not. Its not like she cares about me or anything, well she does not show it at least or pretends to care or try to care. IT is not working anymore and she needs to realize it and reaalize what is going on in her life and why she has not one left anymore.
Anyway Reanne's First Brithday is coming and I can not wait. I can not even believe she is already a year old. I love her to death and can not wait till she comes home (which means vacation to Reanne when talking to her). I would so love to see her father and see waht he looks like.
ALl I know is that I am glad I have the support group I do have. They care and support me about my issues and are NOT afraid to tell the truth and neither am I. Just continue supporting and encourageing me!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you ALL!!!!
My mom has been a great help to me this semester. I had a couple of hard times this semester and its not been easy. I feel I have a lot of people putting very high standards on me for some reason, but don't know why. Probably they see my true potential and that I am holding back for some reason. Plus I can not stand how my teacher Gail grades. ITs like why do I have so much grammar errors with you but not with other teachers?!?!?!? I wish I had or knew the answer to that one.
ALso SAturday I went to my Best Friend Aimee's house for her birthday party. I had a blast and we all got to know each other better. It was fun once we finally got our pizza.
Also I been getting stressed at work and been ttrying to find a way to talk about my feelings to my boss. I just hope that WE (Her and I) can make some kind of plan to kind of fix things but it not I will be looking for a NEW job. Only thing is I will miss all of my friends but mostly Chloe. ITs hard when you have already gotten some kind of attachment with the children and to leave them. Most of the children prefer to see me then the other teachers but it shows that I understand their feelings and emotions.
I jsut hope that thigns will relax over the next few weeks becuase I am tired of shit happening or going on and NO ONE seems to be WOMAN enough to say what their true feelings are.
I wish Melissa would tell me her true feelings aobut stuff but I know that won't happen. SO in a way I am doing something about it whether she likes it or not. Its not like she cares about me or anything, well she does not show it at least or pretends to care or try to care. IT is not working anymore and she needs to realize it and reaalize what is going on in her life and why she has not one left anymore.
Anyway Reanne's First Brithday is coming and I can not wait. I can not even believe she is already a year old. I love her to death and can not wait till she comes home (which means vacation to Reanne when talking to her). I would so love to see her father and see waht he looks like.
ALl I know is that I am glad I have the support group I do have. They care and support me about my issues and are NOT afraid to tell the truth and neither am I. Just continue supporting and encourageing me!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you ALL!!!!
