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Well its been a long week and a long time sinice I updated my journal and I thought would be the correct time to do that.
I have been trying to come up with different lesson plans for my friends to do and for me to help them learn. I have been reading stories for my children's literature class. I have been working on my blue pirnts for my model of my FUTURE preschool classroom. Plus, I been trying to deal with bull shit at work and have planned on leaving there to go somewhere else. I don't want to leave but for me to grow as a teacher I need to make the change.
Anyway, I got to spend time with my lover boy, but I can no longer call him that. Why do you ask? Because he has a girlfriend and gave her a ring. What kind of ring? I really don't know, but it must be serious for him to get her a ring. The ring could be a promise, friendship, or whatever else they would be calling rings today. He came to my house and picked me up. We went to lunch at Bugaboo Creek and we talked about everything. Well thigns that have been going on in our lives that we have not been able to talk about. Then we went to the movies. We went to see Hide and Seek. I thought it was good, just strange and weird. But the day was great adn I enjoyed the time we were able to have together. Even though I may not get to be with him as a girlfriend, I am just glad to have him as my BEST FRIEND. Which I see as a win compared to being a lose.
Then came the lovely holiday Valentines Day. Which to me at this point of time is just like any other day. And I shared it with my family and friends that I love so much. The best Valentines I received was from all my little friends. It meant a lot to me to even get one from them since I just started at the center for my internship for school. I am not sad or upset that I did not share Valentines Day with someone special, I think it would be nice to share it with someone special. But everyday to me is a special day and I am sharing it with special people. But like my friend said its all the way you look at things and life. Everyone has their own opinions and see thigns the same of different from you. But I am glad that this friend never put me down that I was not able to celebrate it with someone else. Unlike some of my friends, they kind of put it in my face about celebrating it or not. I felt belittled.
And I got my letter from my letter. And to me it was a heart felt letter even though it was short. It kind of reassured me that she truly does want to be my friend and that her boyfriend was an asshole. I am just that the she is starting to be more open about things and slowly going back to the person I used to know. But I know this experience has changed her and now things need to start a new. To make thigns stronger and start with the new person she is and work that way. And I hope with the letters it will help. I jsut want to see if things can be worked out and if she wants the friendship. So we will see how things go.
That is my venting and thoughts.
Have a great week everyone!!!!!!!!
I have been trying to come up with different lesson plans for my friends to do and for me to help them learn. I have been reading stories for my children's literature class. I have been working on my blue pirnts for my model of my FUTURE preschool classroom. Plus, I been trying to deal with bull shit at work and have planned on leaving there to go somewhere else. I don't want to leave but for me to grow as a teacher I need to make the change.
Anyway, I got to spend time with my lover boy, but I can no longer call him that. Why do you ask? Because he has a girlfriend and gave her a ring. What kind of ring? I really don't know, but it must be serious for him to get her a ring. The ring could be a promise, friendship, or whatever else they would be calling rings today. He came to my house and picked me up. We went to lunch at Bugaboo Creek and we talked about everything. Well thigns that have been going on in our lives that we have not been able to talk about. Then we went to the movies. We went to see Hide and Seek. I thought it was good, just strange and weird. But the day was great adn I enjoyed the time we were able to have together. Even though I may not get to be with him as a girlfriend, I am just glad to have him as my BEST FRIEND. Which I see as a win compared to being a lose.
Then came the lovely holiday Valentines Day. Which to me at this point of time is just like any other day. And I shared it with my family and friends that I love so much. The best Valentines I received was from all my little friends. It meant a lot to me to even get one from them since I just started at the center for my internship for school. I am not sad or upset that I did not share Valentines Day with someone special, I think it would be nice to share it with someone special. But everyday to me is a special day and I am sharing it with special people. But like my friend said its all the way you look at things and life. Everyone has their own opinions and see thigns the same of different from you. But I am glad that this friend never put me down that I was not able to celebrate it with someone else. Unlike some of my friends, they kind of put it in my face about celebrating it or not. I felt belittled.
And I got my letter from my letter. And to me it was a heart felt letter even though it was short. It kind of reassured me that she truly does want to be my friend and that her boyfriend was an asshole. I am just that the she is starting to be more open about things and slowly going back to the person I used to know. But I know this experience has changed her and now things need to start a new. To make thigns stronger and start with the new person she is and work that way. And I hope with the letters it will help. I jsut want to see if things can be worked out and if she wants the friendship. So we will see how things go.
That is my venting and thoughts.
Have a great week everyone!!!!!!!!
