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Aug. 7th, 2005
Where do I begin
Aug. 7th, 2005 11:31 pmIts has been a while since I have written anything in my journal. And it's not like I don't want to write in it, I just have been busy and very tired lately. These kids are wearing me out! I am pooped but in a good way.
I am still waiting to find out about the job I put in for. I think they are still doing interviews and working interviews. Which is they come to the center and interact with the children and the teachers. They can ask questions if they like or just ask the person they are interviewing with. So I hope to hear from Kathleen if I get the job or not. It would be really cool to get it. I feel almost ready to have my own room, but mostly to do curriculum and plan activities for the children to enjoy. That is always the best part for me. Plus things at work have gotten so much better and I am so glad. The gossipers at work are LEAVING!!! Well, one has left already just waiting for the other one to leave now. So, I have been feeling much better about going to work and stuff. Have in ways finally made some friends at work and receiving the respect I deserve. The respect is not 100% yet, but its working its way there.
I was so happy to get to hang out with Christine, Nick, Jen, and Sean Friday night. I have not seen them in a while and it was a nice change for me. I was shocked that I was there with them with out my friend Nikki, whom I am usually with, but nice to be by myself at times. IT was nice we ate dinner and then went shopping while talking about things we have done and stuff. The boys went one way while the girls went another. It was cute. I had so much FUN!! Plus, I was glad that I could do some shopping with Jen, it was nice. I was able to get to know her and try and help her with something (she knows). And it feels nice that she likes me and wants to hang with me. I am glad that I can go to the apartment and hang. It makes me feel good inside because for a while I thought Jen hated me. But I was dead wrong with that so to be able to hang with her and be asked to do things by her makes me feel good and brings my self-esteem up. Thanks Jen, I love you. Which I hope is OK to say, if not I won't. LOL.
Finally, Adam and I have set a date to hang out. YAY!! We are hanging the 21 of August in the afternoon, early evening. I think we might go to dinner and a movie. But who knows it could change. Its a little celebration before he goes away to college. He is going to U Mass Amehrest, but I wish he wasn't going. I am going to miss him very much. He is my best friend and I love him. But I wish him the best when he goes to school and I know he will do great. But it won't be the same since he is going to college now. But I do hope that I can go over and hang out with him at the college sometime. But I know when he has his breaks, that hopefully we can plan a time to hang out.
Next Sunday I am going to the Backstreet Boys concert and I can not wait. I love their new music. You can really tell they have grown up and have matured their sound as well. So I am very excited to be going. I am supposed to go with Nikki but not sure if I am still going to be going with her. Reason why I say that is her daughter had surgery on Thursday, and I am not sure how Reanne will be by then. Yea, my little goddaughter, Reanne, went in for heart surgery Thursday. The surgery lasted almost 10 hours, which is a long time for a 21 month old. She is doing OK, she is kinda between critical and fear status right now. So, I would like everyone to say prayers for her. She is a fighter so I feel she will make it through.
I hope I get some comments, it seems like no one likes to write me comments. Its ok, you don't have to but it would be nice.
I mean I know I have friends who read it but it would be nice just to see some comments once in a while. LOL. Sorry sometimes I am picky. Me picky? Yes, sometimes, LOL. If just with friends I can't always go by with words. Look where that got me. I split from 2 friends because they just used me and only used their words to get by as a friend. That may work for some but it does not work for me. I need the words and ACTION when it comes to friends. That is why I only have a few really close friends in my life. But, with those friends I do have, I would not know where I would be without them. They have made me a better person and a more crazier person (oh wait, thats just me). I love you all and you all mean a lot to me that at times words can't express it.
Also Happy Belated Birthday to Jen and Sean.
Just a lot of emotions going through me lately. Because I have felt more emotional, been crying lately. I have not idea why. Prolly finding out more about me that I did not see before.
I am still waiting to find out about the job I put in for. I think they are still doing interviews and working interviews. Which is they come to the center and interact with the children and the teachers. They can ask questions if they like or just ask the person they are interviewing with. So I hope to hear from Kathleen if I get the job or not. It would be really cool to get it. I feel almost ready to have my own room, but mostly to do curriculum and plan activities for the children to enjoy. That is always the best part for me. Plus things at work have gotten so much better and I am so glad. The gossipers at work are LEAVING!!! Well, one has left already just waiting for the other one to leave now. So, I have been feeling much better about going to work and stuff. Have in ways finally made some friends at work and receiving the respect I deserve. The respect is not 100% yet, but its working its way there.
I was so happy to get to hang out with Christine, Nick, Jen, and Sean Friday night. I have not seen them in a while and it was a nice change for me. I was shocked that I was there with them with out my friend Nikki, whom I am usually with, but nice to be by myself at times. IT was nice we ate dinner and then went shopping while talking about things we have done and stuff. The boys went one way while the girls went another. It was cute. I had so much FUN!! Plus, I was glad that I could do some shopping with Jen, it was nice. I was able to get to know her and try and help her with something (she knows). And it feels nice that she likes me and wants to hang with me. I am glad that I can go to the apartment and hang. It makes me feel good inside because for a while I thought Jen hated me. But I was dead wrong with that so to be able to hang with her and be asked to do things by her makes me feel good and brings my self-esteem up. Thanks Jen, I love you. Which I hope is OK to say, if not I won't. LOL.
Finally, Adam and I have set a date to hang out. YAY!! We are hanging the 21 of August in the afternoon, early evening. I think we might go to dinner and a movie. But who knows it could change. Its a little celebration before he goes away to college. He is going to U Mass Amehrest, but I wish he wasn't going. I am going to miss him very much. He is my best friend and I love him. But I wish him the best when he goes to school and I know he will do great. But it won't be the same since he is going to college now. But I do hope that I can go over and hang out with him at the college sometime. But I know when he has his breaks, that hopefully we can plan a time to hang out.
Next Sunday I am going to the Backstreet Boys concert and I can not wait. I love their new music. You can really tell they have grown up and have matured their sound as well. So I am very excited to be going. I am supposed to go with Nikki but not sure if I am still going to be going with her. Reason why I say that is her daughter had surgery on Thursday, and I am not sure how Reanne will be by then. Yea, my little goddaughter, Reanne, went in for heart surgery Thursday. The surgery lasted almost 10 hours, which is a long time for a 21 month old. She is doing OK, she is kinda between critical and fear status right now. So, I would like everyone to say prayers for her. She is a fighter so I feel she will make it through.
I hope I get some comments, it seems like no one likes to write me comments. Its ok, you don't have to but it would be nice.
I mean I know I have friends who read it but it would be nice just to see some comments once in a while. LOL. Sorry sometimes I am picky. Me picky? Yes, sometimes, LOL. If just with friends I can't always go by with words. Look where that got me. I split from 2 friends because they just used me and only used their words to get by as a friend. That may work for some but it does not work for me. I need the words and ACTION when it comes to friends. That is why I only have a few really close friends in my life. But, with those friends I do have, I would not know where I would be without them. They have made me a better person and a more crazier person (oh wait, thats just me). I love you all and you all mean a lot to me that at times words can't express it.
Also Happy Belated Birthday to Jen and Sean.
Just a lot of emotions going through me lately. Because I have felt more emotional, been crying lately. I have not idea why. Prolly finding out more about me that I did not see before.
