Saying Hi

I would like to say HI to my F-list and apologize for not being around so much.  RL has been crazy.   Please send me email and I will be better at sending email my self. 

I finally got a new job in February working for Head Start.  Its a program that is funded and granted through the state.  I make more money and I am shown more respect then I have ever seen in this field.  I have been a Preschool/Toddler teacher for the pass 10 years and just recently have I seen respect from my bosses and managers.  It is finally a nice feeling to be respected.

Well last month was interesting due to I went on a few dates with this guy that I met though mutual friends and became friends with.  Well the dating did not go so well.  I told him that I wanted to go slow and see where things would go.  On the first date we went to dinner and a movie.  He walked me to my car, we hugged, and he would not let me go until I gave him a kiss.  The next time we got together was with friends and the same thing   happened.  He would give me a hug and not let go until I gave him one.  At this point I was not interested in the kiss and my body language was saying "let go of me I don't want that."  So on the third date, I shared my feelings with him and told him that my feelings for him was only as friends.  We then went to hang with some friends.  He still had to walk me to my car and gave me a hug, but what happened next, pissed me off.  He would not let go and I was fighting to get away and get into my car.  So I had to tell him on Saturday that this is not going to work out and my trust in him is no longer there.  So I am hoping to try the dating thing again with soemone else and hopefully he will not be disrespectful to my feelings and wanting to go slow.

Writing has been slow and I have a story I am slowly working on from my bestest fiery_fox2  I asked her for a bunny and I fully will complete my bunny for her, even though she did give me a deadline.  Sorry girl for not fullfilling it.  But I promise you will get it!!!

For my F-list that I have stayed close too just know that I have not forgotten you at all.  LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!