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It's Official
Jun. 9th, 2014 08:02 amI cried myself to sleep last night. As sad as it sounds I really needed too. I have to forgive myself that I can't always control certain things in my life. Whether those things are at work, school, friends, and other personal areas in my life. I felt that I had a small breakdown and I needed to stop feeling sorry for myself. And even as I write this I still want to cry. I feel like a failure. :(
I love my beta and she has been amazing. Now with my remaining chapters I have to go back to the drawing board. I hope to fix my story and make the story shine to life to its full potential. Just trying to have fun with it again. My negative feelings towards my story has NOTHING to do with my beta but with my own self. I am hoping to look at it with fresh eyes and make it the best that it can be. I am just hoping to accomplish the changes and problems before posting and I only have myself to blame if that's the case. Anyway I hope to my myself proud for the work I have accomplished with my story and to my wonderful beta.
I love my beta and she has been amazing. Now with my remaining chapters I have to go back to the drawing board. I hope to fix my story and make the story shine to life to its full potential. Just trying to have fun with it again. My negative feelings towards my story has NOTHING to do with my beta but with my own self. I am hoping to look at it with fresh eyes and make it the best that it can be. I am just hoping to accomplish the changes and problems before posting and I only have myself to blame if that's the case. Anyway I hope to my myself proud for the work I have accomplished with my story and to my wonderful beta.