Is school over Yet?!?!?!?!
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yonkyuLet's just put it this way, Is school over yet? I wish, I currently feel very overwhelmed with school. I have a lot of papers to write, mostly in my journal about my practicum class. Now I need to update my journal and pretty much RE-type ALL my entries AGAIN due to grammar errors. I wish I was better at writing. Sometimes I believe I am and the teacher is just picking and stuff. I had a quiz on Thursday on Piaget's Stages of Cognitive, if you don't know what it is then try taking Psychology. I passed it with flying colors unlike my first quiz.
Now I need to write like 3-5 different papers on different things. I have to write 2 book reviews on children's ooks related to Stress, Crisis and Loss, and Special Needs. A paper on a movement class like gym. Then another observation on Outdoor play. ANd write in my journal. ITs like Bleh, I am tired of writing. Plus I have to come up with like 10 differnet lesson plans to teach the children. I have so much to do I feel I don't have any time for myself. When can I have time for me.
Been working out at the gym on Tuesday's its pretty cool, jsut wish I had a friend who could go with me, but its all good.
Also I was able to hang out with a friend that I have not seen in over a year. I saw my friend Mark and we went to go play pool. He is damn good. Also found out that he will be getting married in the future. Congrats to him!!!! I am happy for everyone who has a special person in their lives and happy for who I am. Since I slowly and discovering who I am as a person. I jsut hope that someday, maybe starting next year, 2005, someone will want to date me. On January 27, 2005, I will be single for 2 year!!!!!! Its a long time I know and some people prolly would have a hard time doing this. I am glad I waited a while before starting a new relationship because I feel ready to have a new one and I am emotionally ready to have one. SO I think that is a start. Just feeling lonely and kinda unwanted by the opposite sex right now. And hopefully that feeling can go away soon. I feel that I am not what a guy wants or that I am doing something wrong/incorrect for guys not wanting to go out with me? But maybe its not that at all. MAybe the guy for me isn't around yet to be with me. MAybe he needs to travel to get into my life or something. Anyway, someday I will have a guy who will come into my life that would want to date me.
Just looking for encouragement and support.
Stress will soon be gone.
Now I need to write like 3-5 different papers on different things. I have to write 2 book reviews on children's ooks related to Stress, Crisis and Loss, and Special Needs. A paper on a movement class like gym. Then another observation on Outdoor play. ANd write in my journal. ITs like Bleh, I am tired of writing. Plus I have to come up with like 10 differnet lesson plans to teach the children. I have so much to do I feel I don't have any time for myself. When can I have time for me.
Been working out at the gym on Tuesday's its pretty cool, jsut wish I had a friend who could go with me, but its all good.
Also I was able to hang out with a friend that I have not seen in over a year. I saw my friend Mark and we went to go play pool. He is damn good. Also found out that he will be getting married in the future. Congrats to him!!!! I am happy for everyone who has a special person in their lives and happy for who I am. Since I slowly and discovering who I am as a person. I jsut hope that someday, maybe starting next year, 2005, someone will want to date me. On January 27, 2005, I will be single for 2 year!!!!!! Its a long time I know and some people prolly would have a hard time doing this. I am glad I waited a while before starting a new relationship because I feel ready to have a new one and I am emotionally ready to have one. SO I think that is a start. Just feeling lonely and kinda unwanted by the opposite sex right now. And hopefully that feeling can go away soon. I feel that I am not what a guy wants or that I am doing something wrong/incorrect for guys not wanting to go out with me? But maybe its not that at all. MAybe the guy for me isn't around yet to be with me. MAybe he needs to travel to get into my life or something. Anyway, someday I will have a guy who will come into my life that would want to date me.
Just looking for encouragement and support.
Stress will soon be gone.
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Date: 2004-10-19 10:34 am (UTC)Got you a little something when I was at the store today, hope I can see you soon to give it to you!!
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