I have feelings...
Nov. 1st, 2015 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yonkyuWell, it's been a while since I shared an update on myself. Though sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it. Anyway, I recently discovered and found out that I have anxiety attacks that I would never be thought of myself having to begin with. Though with all the stress and shit I have been going through lately it makes complete sense.
I have not been feeling myself lately, in the long run, I feel like I am missing out on being happy. I love my job and working with the children though my boss is my stress point and has no respect for her staff.
I miss my friends from LJ and talking with them through email. I miss you all and I think about you often.
I have 7 weeks left of school and very pleased to see the light on well-accomplished goal. My writing. This program solely focused on writing and it is something that I have struggled with for years. I am pleased with my grades and amazed that I have received multiple A's throughout this program. I am quite pleased with myself.
As for fanfic writing, I think I found my voice and style with my 2015 Big Bang. I am very pleased with the outcome and how well I wrote it. I am very my writing stories has changed because I have only written a small piece of a story at the moment. A friend is helping me with the story though I think it needs to be re-written or add in missing scenes or extend scenes with more details and descriptive thoughts. I still feel like a newbie, but I wish I could write a story that others are willing to share with others and make an impression on someone.
Anyway. Just not feeling myself and feel as stretched as I can possibly go.
Good night.
I have not been feeling myself lately, in the long run, I feel like I am missing out on being happy. I love my job and working with the children though my boss is my stress point and has no respect for her staff.
I miss my friends from LJ and talking with them through email. I miss you all and I think about you often.
I have 7 weeks left of school and very pleased to see the light on well-accomplished goal. My writing. This program solely focused on writing and it is something that I have struggled with for years. I am pleased with my grades and amazed that I have received multiple A's throughout this program. I am quite pleased with myself.
As for fanfic writing, I think I found my voice and style with my 2015 Big Bang. I am very pleased with the outcome and how well I wrote it. I am very my writing stories has changed because I have only written a small piece of a story at the moment. A friend is helping me with the story though I think it needs to be re-written or add in missing scenes or extend scenes with more details and descriptive thoughts. I still feel like a newbie, but I wish I could write a story that others are willing to share with others and make an impression on someone.
Anyway. Just not feeling myself and feel as stretched as I can possibly go.
Good night.
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Date: 2015-11-02 07:28 am (UTC)I am not loving my job at the moment. it is a major source of stress. sigh. so I feel you there, too.
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Date: 2015-11-03 01:28 am (UTC)I hope I can feel confident with my writing and to be excited about what I am writing. I am willing to learn all I can about writing to get better, despite the concrete feedback. I have a lot to learn and time will tell and help me grow as a writer.
I hope things get better at work for you. Hugz <3