Busy and Hiding
Nov. 21st, 2005 10:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yonkyuSorry everyone for not updating, but I have been real busy lately for those who do read this.
I started back at school in October at Lesley and loving it. It is a weekend program once a month, but since I started I have been going every other week. I been trying to balance work, school, karate, and visiting my friends and godchild Reanne. The girls at school are awesome and I can't wait to see them again. I passed my first class. YAY! I was so excited I could not believe it. I started my second class called Lives in Context, which is about different people and how they write. The teacher is nice, I just feel she wants us to be 100% homework/school all the time and nothing else. I need to have fun and a break once in a while. I been working on the homework for that class trying to find my unique style of writing. For one, which needs improvements and details, but I shall get better as time goes on. Then I started my last class of the semester, which is Writing Lab. YAY. Something that might help me. This teacher is very nice and willing to help. So lately I been working on homework, either writing papers or reading.
Other news my godchild, Reanne, is home. YAY!!!! She has been home for two and a half weeks and doing great! Everyone is excited she is home, even her Mom, though she is a nervous rack. Mom is getting better just taking each day one at a time. I been visiting left and right its so awesome. I love seeing her and seeing her smile. A pretty smile and it gives me goosebumps, she knows who her auntie is. So I am very excited about this and seeing my godchild as much as I want.
I tested for my second degree black belt and passed. There was a ceremony on Friday. I did a demo by myself and my friend Jen presented my belt to me. That night I went to see Harry Potter with my friend Nikki. It was just the two of us, but I wished everyone else could have made it. The movie was AWESOME and 'When Can I Go Again?' LOL
I saw an old friend Saturday afternoon. She is having a baby and I saw the ultrasound pictures and that TRULY confirmed it for me. We talked, but I wish we can talk just the two of us. It was nice seeing her, but still hurt and upset. I am invited to baby shower I hope things are not so weird with us by then. Things with us will never be what it was before shit happened, but better then it is now I hope.
I just feel out of the loop and stuff. Everyone I know is dating, engaged, married, pregnant, and stuff. Here I am a student and always will be a student. Fine by me, but I hope someday to have my "Prince" of my dreams. My little bonus that can never change who I am. I am me, that is who I am, someone special, loving, caring, understanding whether I want to be or not. Just remembering I have many boyfriends and my own babies that love me very much (WORK).
I started back at school in October at Lesley and loving it. It is a weekend program once a month, but since I started I have been going every other week. I been trying to balance work, school, karate, and visiting my friends and godchild Reanne. The girls at school are awesome and I can't wait to see them again. I passed my first class. YAY! I was so excited I could not believe it. I started my second class called Lives in Context, which is about different people and how they write. The teacher is nice, I just feel she wants us to be 100% homework/school all the time and nothing else. I need to have fun and a break once in a while. I been working on the homework for that class trying to find my unique style of writing. For one, which needs improvements and details, but I shall get better as time goes on. Then I started my last class of the semester, which is Writing Lab. YAY. Something that might help me. This teacher is very nice and willing to help. So lately I been working on homework, either writing papers or reading.
Other news my godchild, Reanne, is home. YAY!!!! She has been home for two and a half weeks and doing great! Everyone is excited she is home, even her Mom, though she is a nervous rack. Mom is getting better just taking each day one at a time. I been visiting left and right its so awesome. I love seeing her and seeing her smile. A pretty smile and it gives me goosebumps, she knows who her auntie is. So I am very excited about this and seeing my godchild as much as I want.
I tested for my second degree black belt and passed. There was a ceremony on Friday. I did a demo by myself and my friend Jen presented my belt to me. That night I went to see Harry Potter with my friend Nikki. It was just the two of us, but I wished everyone else could have made it. The movie was AWESOME and 'When Can I Go Again?' LOL
I saw an old friend Saturday afternoon. She is having a baby and I saw the ultrasound pictures and that TRULY confirmed it for me. We talked, but I wish we can talk just the two of us. It was nice seeing her, but still hurt and upset. I am invited to baby shower I hope things are not so weird with us by then. Things with us will never be what it was before shit happened, but better then it is now I hope.
I just feel out of the loop and stuff. Everyone I know is dating, engaged, married, pregnant, and stuff. Here I am a student and always will be a student. Fine by me, but I hope someday to have my "Prince" of my dreams. My little bonus that can never change who I am. I am me, that is who I am, someone special, loving, caring, understanding whether I want to be or not. Just remembering I have many boyfriends and my own babies that love me very much (WORK).
