![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yonkyuHi Everyone,
I have been good thanks. Just going through a lot right now. Some know what it is others don't. But I am not going to let it bother or get it me. Well I will try my best anyway. I have been more emotional lately and been crying here and there. I been fine I just need to deal with this on my own. I need to find my strength to over come it. I hope its over by April. This week I got to spend time with my grandparents and its been awesome. I feel more alive and I can control more about me.
I been in my new position for about 3 weeks now. Its been great, even though I got shit on and puked on. I also got the stomach bug from the little children. I finally felt myself on Monday (this passed Monday). Now my co-teacher has it. I hope she feels better, I miss my Kym. The children who are my new students love me and are comfortable around me. YAY!!!! But this week I was taken out of my room and placed back into the preschool classroom again. I am in the other room cause one of the teachers is on vacation in Florida. It would have been nice if they asked me or told me that I would be going into the other room for the week. But oh no I find out on the last minute before I go home on Friday. But I have been doing a lot of think about my career as a teacher and if this job will help me get there. My answer will be no. I have decided to work in a Kindergarten classroom in a public school. I hope one right in town so I don't have to go to another town. I am going to apply over the summer and see what happens. I feel down and not respected at work for the hard work I do everyday for my center. I think I need my own classroom where I can make all the decisions in a limit and get the respect I need.
So that has been my life in a short space and time. All while I try writing 3 papers at one time all due next week. Fun for me.
I have been good thanks. Just going through a lot right now. Some know what it is others don't. But I am not going to let it bother or get it me. Well I will try my best anyway. I have been more emotional lately and been crying here and there. I been fine I just need to deal with this on my own. I need to find my strength to over come it. I hope its over by April. This week I got to spend time with my grandparents and its been awesome. I feel more alive and I can control more about me.
I been in my new position for about 3 weeks now. Its been great, even though I got shit on and puked on. I also got the stomach bug from the little children. I finally felt myself on Monday (this passed Monday). Now my co-teacher has it. I hope she feels better, I miss my Kym. The children who are my new students love me and are comfortable around me. YAY!!!! But this week I was taken out of my room and placed back into the preschool classroom again. I am in the other room cause one of the teachers is on vacation in Florida. It would have been nice if they asked me or told me that I would be going into the other room for the week. But oh no I find out on the last minute before I go home on Friday. But I have been doing a lot of think about my career as a teacher and if this job will help me get there. My answer will be no. I have decided to work in a Kindergarten classroom in a public school. I hope one right in town so I don't have to go to another town. I am going to apply over the summer and see what happens. I feel down and not respected at work for the hard work I do everyday for my center. I think I need my own classroom where I can make all the decisions in a limit and get the respect I need.
So that has been my life in a short space and time. All while I try writing 3 papers at one time all due next week. Fun for me.
