I am still around!

[yonkyu]

Hi Everyone,

Just wanted you all to know that I am still alive and around. I have officially started my Masters Program 3 weeks ago. I have created a blog for the class as well which is an interesting and unique part of school. So far I am doing well!!!

As I am still trying to accomplish my Big Bang this year. I have been writing scenes everywhere and time that I have even though I have school. This year it needs to be accomplished and I will push myself as hard as I can to get it done.

I have been upset regarding people hating on Sam's character or Dean's character and it just needs to stop but I know it won't but if you love the show so much as a fan than you should LOVE BOTH BROTHERS. I am say and admit that I am a Dean girl BUT I love Sam as well. I think the WRITERS have lost the true meaning behind the brothers relationship. I don't fulling feel that Sam or Dean would be so down right hurtful and crude to get there point across. I would love to see more about Dean and why he feels he does not deserve things that Sam wanted and had for some time in his life. I would love to see more about Sam and how he feelings regarding the path he lead and how much he wanted to stop it. Sam cares for Dean as much as Dean cares for Sam. They just care for each other in different ways. I would love a heart to heart scene where DEAN is finally being true to himself and to Sam regarding the choices and mistakes he has made over the years. Also I am tired of the same hate towards Jared and Jensen personally and regarding their acting skills. As far as I can tell this season has taken a toll on both Jared and Jensen, emotionally - mentally - and physically. And I don't think either one of them like when the "brother issues" occur or last as long as they have in recent seasons. Sam has always wanted to show Dean that Dean can be is OWN person and find the gray areas as time goes on. Dean is too afraid to let that happen because he is afraid to give his heart to his brother, for his brother to just step on it. Anyway that is how I been feeling. And I don't expect anyone to agree with me but I just needed to get it off my chest.

Comments

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Come to spn_bunker!

It's lovely there, no wank or hating on anyone. We're even having a Bi-Brother Challenge to spread the love and try and negate some of the negative attitudes and side taking that's been going on in the fandom.

If you can put up with our silliness we'd love to have you : ) x

[yonkyu.livejournal.com]

Thanks alexisjane for the welcoming invite. I have joined spn_bunker thank you. I would love to participate in the challenge but I need to focus on my BB and hopefully make the deadline. Working so hard on it.