I'm a Failure!!
Jun. 25th, 2014 12:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yonkyuWell its sadly official...but after a few months of an up and down roller coaster of emotions. I am a failure...at least that is what I am made to feel like anyway.
I work with toddlers and I been in the field of early childhood education for 13 years. Anyway there is this child who is very aggressive towards the other children and teachers, and some how its blamed on ME. Where I work we have what is known and a primary caregiver for so many children and this children is my primary. I have shared my concerns with the right people and nobody seems to help or find out different ways to support this child. Now I am just waiting to be written up for the incident that happened tonight when I get looks of "why the f... didn't you stop the child." "what were YOU doing for the child to do this..." And so forth. Its been an ongoing battle since the beginning of May and still nothing has changed. Just the blame is put on me whether stated out loud or not :/ Go ME!!!!!!
While I am trying to finish my last week of homework and re-reading my story to finish editing. We will see how all of that will go. :/
I keep trying. :/ despite it all...
I work with toddlers and I been in the field of early childhood education for 13 years. Anyway there is this child who is very aggressive towards the other children and teachers, and some how its blamed on ME. Where I work we have what is known and a primary caregiver for so many children and this children is my primary. I have shared my concerns with the right people and nobody seems to help or find out different ways to support this child. Now I am just waiting to be written up for the incident that happened tonight when I get looks of "why the f... didn't you stop the child." "what were YOU doing for the child to do this..." And so forth. Its been an ongoing battle since the beginning of May and still nothing has changed. Just the blame is put on me whether stated out loud or not :/ Go ME!!!!!!
While I am trying to finish my last week of homework and re-reading my story to finish editing. We will see how all of that will go. :/
I keep trying. :/ despite it all...