Feelings

[yonkyu]

For months I truly have not been myself at all. I feel angry, frustrated, overwhelmed, pissed off, and drained. And I just can't seem to shake it at all. This is way I am excited to see some friends I have not seen in a while today and have a Reiki treatment. Been its way to long since I have had one and I really could use the energy boost.

Also I need to satisfy my kink and need with stories. I just haven't been able too. I just want some angst Botom!Dean/Jensen and some mpreg where Dean/Jensen gives birth (graphic). I just feel pissed off that all I see is Top!Dean/Jensen and its getting a little old at this point. I can see the point of both boys bottoming but why the obsession with Sam/Jared.

Anyway I guess I will have to go on a hunt to find some of these stories :/

Comments

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you've not been feeling great, hon...that's not good at all. I hope you have a good time out with your friends.

And on the bottom!Jensen/Dean front I can hook you up with tons of stories coz that's all I read. There's quite a few on my delcious page...there almost exclusively bottom!Jensen and Dean...

https://delicious.com/saltandburnboys

xx

[yonkyu.livejournal.com]

I had some Reiki and B.E.S.T treatments today so that helps a lot. Its been so crazy lately with my emotions that I feel angry or mad most of the time. But after this treatment I feel more relaxed and hopefully it will continue!!

Thank you again for your wonderful page to check out. I will do that after my homework!!!!

[deanshot1]

Sorry that you're feeling down at the moment, I hope that the time out today with your friends will be wonderful and that you can unwind and relax.

How do you handle alpha reading mine when I know you prefer bottom!Jensen.

*hugs you close*

[yonkyu.livejournal.com]

Thanks!! It was a great evening and I feel better already!!! It was well needed.

Well I do prefer bottom!Jensen but at times I need bottom!Jared, gah! I like both bottoming, but have a preference for Bottom!Jensen. And for you, its the way you write and characters develop that screams out to me for toppy!Jensen lol!

[deanshot1]

I'm glad that my stories are okay for you because I value your opinion on them always.

*hugs*