Feelings

[yonkyu]

For months I truly have not been myself at all. I feel angry, frustrated, overwhelmed, pissed off, and drained. And I just can't seem to shake it at all. This is way I am excited to see some friends I have not seen in a while today and have a Reiki treatment. Been its way to long since I have had one and I really could use the energy boost.

Also I need to satisfy my kink and need with stories. I just haven't been able too. I just want some angst Botom!Dean/Jensen and some mpreg where Dean/Jensen gives birth (graphic). I just feel pissed off that all I see is Top!Dean/Jensen and its getting a little old at this point. I can see the point of both boys bottoming but why the obsession with Sam/Jared.

Anyway I guess I will have to go on a hunt to find some of these stories :/

Comments

[deanshot1]

I'm glad that my stories are okay for you because I value your opinion on them always.

*hugs*