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Big Bang Process
Feb. 5th, 2015 10:57 pmLiking how its slowly turning out!!!
Liking how its slowly turning out!!!
Well its official - I signed up for ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_j2_bigbang challenge
This year I'm writing about SPN with Sam, Dean, and John.
I'm going to need lots of support and help with this one, but very excited to get down to business.
Wish me Luck!!!
spn_j2_bigbang challengeThis year I'm writing about SPN with Sam, Dean, and John.
I'm going to need lots of support and help with this one, but very excited to get down to business.
Wish me Luck!!!
Life is a Roller Coaster
May. 29th, 2014 12:51 pmI don't even know where to begin in all honesty.
Work has been crazy. The children have been full of energy so lets just say we spend most of our time outdoors!!!! LOL. which helps because they have time to run around and get that energy out of their little bodies. I still have a co-teacher that does nothing and I get no support from her regarding the classroom or children. I have a few students who are very aggressive and I cant do it all myself.
School!!! Gah!!! Help me now. All my assignments have been turned in on time and I have received wonderful feedback. Though what kills me is that in just 3 days she expects so much from us and I am not explaining about the work but everyone has a life. I work 40 hours a week or more and I am lucky I have enough time to finish all assignments. So tonight I will be working on my chart again to get most of the sections complete. I really don't want to spend 18 hours on it within 2 days. I already started it so that helps.
Editing!!! Well I am at the editing stage of my Big Bang with a wonderful beta!!!! I have 2 chapters completed of editing and need to resend them to my beta. I am getting nervous and anxious regarding my story as the second half gets looked at. I hope the emotion, angst, and love are shown in a well manner. Gah!!! I hope so. Cause the next thing will be posting so that will be an interesting challenge for me!!! But getting excited to share my story in July!!!
( Bottoming and Topping )
Work has been crazy. The children have been full of energy so lets just say we spend most of our time outdoors!!!! LOL. which helps because they have time to run around and get that energy out of their little bodies. I still have a co-teacher that does nothing and I get no support from her regarding the classroom or children. I have a few students who are very aggressive and I cant do it all myself.
School!!! Gah!!! Help me now. All my assignments have been turned in on time and I have received wonderful feedback. Though what kills me is that in just 3 days she expects so much from us and I am not explaining about the work but everyone has a life. I work 40 hours a week or more and I am lucky I have enough time to finish all assignments. So tonight I will be working on my chart again to get most of the sections complete. I really don't want to spend 18 hours on it within 2 days. I already started it so that helps.
Editing!!! Well I am at the editing stage of my Big Bang with a wonderful beta!!!! I have 2 chapters completed of editing and need to resend them to my beta. I am getting nervous and anxious regarding my story as the second half gets looked at. I hope the emotion, angst, and love are shown in a well manner. Gah!!! I hope so. Cause the next thing will be posting so that will be an interesting challenge for me!!! But getting excited to share my story in July!!!
( Bottoming and Topping )
Big Bang Process Update!
May. 12th, 2014 06:23 pmWell the Big Bang reveal has happened and as a first time Big Bang challenger I don't even know what to say about it! All I know is that I am very excited and enjoying this roller-coaster ride of a journey.
I would like to share my story summary with everyone.
Title: Finding Love through Nature
Summary: Jared and Jensen have been on Supernatural for 9 years and the show is going out with a BANG!! Before season 9 starts, Jensen and Danni break up. Jared supports Jensen through the break up and helps support him to move on. Jared has a flash back of his break up with Gen and the support he got from Jensen. Jensen knows Jared is gay, but never had feelings for him until well his break up with Danni. So as friends Jared plans a trip to Maine, but also wants to share his feelings with Jensen. They go to Maine and while they are there; they go to different tourist attractions in nature where feelings are expressed but no one wants to take the next step. Finally their feelings become too much, will either one of them be able to tell the other how they really feel for the other?!
Plus, I am very excited to have been claimed by the talented![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
banbury!!!! Thank you so much for picking my story and giving me a chance!!! I am very excited to work with you and a vision of my story brought to life!!
I am also very excited to be working with my beta,bumblebat79, who received knowledge regarding my hunt for a beta. I am grateful that my summary caught your eye and your offer to be my beta!!! I am so blessed and honored through this process that its still so surreal to me in the long run.
I would like to share my story summary with everyone.
Title: Finding Love through Nature
Summary: Jared and Jensen have been on Supernatural for 9 years and the show is going out with a BANG!! Before season 9 starts, Jensen and Danni break up. Jared supports Jensen through the break up and helps support him to move on. Jared has a flash back of his break up with Gen and the support he got from Jensen. Jensen knows Jared is gay, but never had feelings for him until well his break up with Danni. So as friends Jared plans a trip to Maine, but also wants to share his feelings with Jensen. They go to Maine and while they are there; they go to different tourist attractions in nature where feelings are expressed but no one wants to take the next step. Finally their feelings become too much, will either one of them be able to tell the other how they really feel for the other?!
Plus, I am very excited to have been claimed by the talented
banbury!!!! Thank you so much for picking my story and giving me a chance!!! I am very excited to work with you and a vision of my story brought to life!!I am also very excited to be working with my beta,
bumblebat79, who received knowledge regarding my hunt for a beta. I am grateful that my summary caught your eye and your offer to be my beta!!! I am so blessed and honored through this process that its still so surreal to me in the long run.Big Bang Process
May. 10th, 2014 01:06 pmSo this is my first year participating in the spn_j2_bigbang and I am so overwhelmed with the process of it all.
First - The entire process of making a deadline and having the word count. I have never written this many words for a story at all since I started writing slash. Having finally accomplished this goal after 3 long years, its a wonderful feeling!!
Second - Being claimed by an artist. Gah!! I don't even have words for how I feel regarding this process. I think that my summary is not enough or something. But yeah I did not realize the emotional roller-coaster of being claimed or the waiting process.
Third - Waiting for a beta that is willing and able to take the time to write and help edit that story to its full potential. It has the same frustration of waiting to be claimed by an artist. So yes, I guess I never really thought about the emotional curve I would feel throughout this entire process.
I hope all works out for EVERYONE and that everyone will be claimed!!!! I am excited to read many of these stories with amazing artwork!!!
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spn_j2_bigbang and I am so overwhelmed with the process of it all. First - The entire process of making a deadline and having the word count. I have never written this many words for a story at all since I started writing slash. Having finally accomplished this goal after 3 long years, its a wonderful feeling!!
Second - Being claimed by an artist. Gah!! I don't even have words for how I feel regarding this process. I think that my summary is not enough or something. But yeah I did not realize the emotional roller-coaster of being claimed or the waiting process.
Third - Waiting for a beta that is willing and able to take the time to write and help edit that story to its full potential. It has the same frustration of waiting to be claimed by an artist. So yes, I guess I never really thought about the emotional curve I would feel throughout this entire process.
I hope all works out for EVERYONE and that everyone will be claimed!!!! I am excited to read many of these stories with amazing artwork!!!
glitter-graphics.com
FOUND!!! Looking for a Beta Reader!!
May. 5th, 2014 06:28 pmTitle: Finding Love through Nature
Genre: Slash / RPS / AU! future
Pairings or Characters: J2 (Jared/Jensen)
Type of beta you'd like: Grammar / plot / Jared and Jensen voice / tenses (present, future, and past tense)
Length: Big Bang / word count under 25,000 / Multi-chapter
Short Summary: Jared and Jensen have been on Supernatural for 9 years and the show is going out with a BANG!! Before season 9 starts, Jensen and Danni break up. Jared supports Jensen through the break up and helps support him to move on. Jared has a flash back of his break up with Gen and the support he got from Jensen. Jensen knows Jared is gay, but never had feelings for him until well his break up with Danni. So as friends Jared plans a trip to Maine, but also wants to share his feelings with Jensen. They go to Maine and while they are there; they go to different tourist attractions in nature where feelings are expressed but no one wants to take the next step. Finally their feelings become to much, will either one of them be able to tell the other how they really feel for the other?!
Genre: Slash / RPS / AU! future
Pairings or Characters: J2 (Jared/Jensen)
Type of beta you'd like: Grammar / plot / Jared and Jensen voice / tenses (present, future, and past tense)
Length: Big Bang / word count under 25,000 / Multi-chapter
Short Summary: Jared and Jensen have been on Supernatural for 9 years and the show is going out with a BANG!! Before season 9 starts, Jensen and Danni break up. Jared supports Jensen through the break up and helps support him to move on. Jared has a flash back of his break up with Gen and the support he got from Jensen. Jensen knows Jared is gay, but never had feelings for him until well his break up with Danni. So as friends Jared plans a trip to Maine, but also wants to share his feelings with Jensen. They go to Maine and while they are there; they go to different tourist attractions in nature where feelings are expressed but no one wants to take the next step. Finally their feelings become to much, will either one of them be able to tell the other how they really feel for the other?!
Looking for an Alpha Reader!!
May. 3rd, 2014 04:06 pmHi Everyone,
I am looking for an Alpha reader to take a look at my Big Bang Story and share any suggestions or ideas regarding plot, story line, details, and scenes (whether to extend them or shorten them). If you are able to be a Alpha Reader please PM me with your address and I will send the story your way.
Its a J2 AU future fic...flashbacks of breakups with Genevieve and Danneel. First time fic, and bottom!Jensen. IF your interested please message me regarding being my Alpha Reader.
I am looking for an Alpha reader to take a look at my Big Bang Story and share any suggestions or ideas regarding plot, story line, details, and scenes (whether to extend them or shorten them). If you are able to be a Alpha Reader please PM me with your address and I will send the story your way.
Its a J2 AU future fic...flashbacks of breakups with Genevieve and Danneel. First time fic, and bottom!Jensen. IF your interested please message me regarding being my Alpha Reader.
Story Completed!!!
Apr. 26th, 2014 10:32 pmFinal Word Count
I am so excited to have finally completed my story after a few long years to compete in the SPN J2 Big Bang challenge.
I am dancing a jig of excitement!!!
I am so excited to have finally completed my story after a few long years to compete in the SPN J2 Big Bang challenge.
I am dancing a jig of excitement!!!
Goal Met!!!
Apr. 25th, 2014 11:17 pmI have accomplished my goal with my word count. Still have one scene and epilogue to write, and I am done!!
As I sit here right now working on my current story that I am so hopeful in accomplishing that I can't help but having the fear kick in and not completing it at all. It bothers me that I have been working on this story for like the past 3 years and I wonder what holds me back from achieving this goal. OH well I guess I have some response and idea as to why. I get the muse flowing and working through it with the help and support of a very select few that are willing to help me out. But then I get stuck and its like I have no clue how to continue on from this spot. I have notes and outlines and know where the story is going but the more I write I feel that its not worthy and no one will enjoy this story. And it also stems from reading all these amazing stories out there that have millions of comments about how wonderful their story was. I never really had that to begin with and I am still considered a newbie at writing fanfiction. I will continue to push through and write my story and depending on the time I may not be able to partake in the Big Bang again this year. But as many people tell me I will continue to write until the last minute and try not to put myself down regarding my writing and how well my story is.
I am still around!
Mar. 20th, 2014 08:00 pmHi Everyone,
Just wanted you all to know that I am still alive and around. I have officially started my Masters Program 3 weeks ago. I have created a blog for the class as well which is an interesting and unique part of school. So far I am doing well!!!
As I am still trying to accomplish my Big Bang this year. I have been writing scenes everywhere and time that I have even though I have school. This year it needs to be accomplished and I will push myself as hard as I can to get it done.
I have been upset regarding people hating on Sam's character or Dean's character and it just needs to stop but I know it won't but if you love the show so much as a fan than you should LOVE BOTH BROTHERS. I am say and admit that I am a Dean girl BUT I love Sam as well. I think the WRITERS have lost the true meaning behind the brothers relationship. I don't fulling feel that Sam or Dean would be so down right hurtful and crude to get there point across. I would love to see more about Dean and why he feels he does not deserve things that Sam wanted and had for some time in his life. I would love to see more about Sam and how he feelings regarding the path he lead and how much he wanted to stop it. Sam cares for Dean as much as Dean cares for Sam. They just care for each other in different ways. I would love a heart to heart scene where DEAN is finally being true to himself and to Sam regarding the choices and mistakes he has made over the years. Also I am tired of the same hate towards Jared and Jensen personally and regarding their acting skills. As far as I can tell this season has taken a toll on both Jared and Jensen, emotionally - mentally - and physically. And I don't think either one of them like when the "brother issues" occur or last as long as they have in recent seasons. Sam has always wanted to show Dean that Dean can be is OWN person and find the gray areas as time goes on. Dean is too afraid to let that happen because he is afraid to give his heart to his brother, for his brother to just step on it. Anyway that is how I been feeling. And I don't expect anyone to agree with me but I just needed to get it off my chest.
Just wanted you all to know that I am still alive and around. I have officially started my Masters Program 3 weeks ago. I have created a blog for the class as well which is an interesting and unique part of school. So far I am doing well!!!
As I am still trying to accomplish my Big Bang this year. I have been writing scenes everywhere and time that I have even though I have school. This year it needs to be accomplished and I will push myself as hard as I can to get it done.
I have been upset regarding people hating on Sam's character or Dean's character and it just needs to stop but I know it won't but if you love the show so much as a fan than you should LOVE BOTH BROTHERS. I am say and admit that I am a Dean girl BUT I love Sam as well. I think the WRITERS have lost the true meaning behind the brothers relationship. I don't fulling feel that Sam or Dean would be so down right hurtful and crude to get there point across. I would love to see more about Dean and why he feels he does not deserve things that Sam wanted and had for some time in his life. I would love to see more about Sam and how he feelings regarding the path he lead and how much he wanted to stop it. Sam cares for Dean as much as Dean cares for Sam. They just care for each other in different ways. I would love a heart to heart scene where DEAN is finally being true to himself and to Sam regarding the choices and mistakes he has made over the years. Also I am tired of the same hate towards Jared and Jensen personally and regarding their acting skills. As far as I can tell this season has taken a toll on both Jared and Jensen, emotionally - mentally - and physically. And I don't think either one of them like when the "brother issues" occur or last as long as they have in recent seasons. Sam has always wanted to show Dean that Dean can be is OWN person and find the gray areas as time goes on. Dean is too afraid to let that happen because he is afraid to give his heart to his brother, for his brother to just step on it. Anyway that is how I been feeling. And I don't expect anyone to agree with me but I just needed to get it off my chest.
